This weekend someone left a comment in an old article I had submitted to a certain site a long time ago.
He said that he felt offended because in my article I was describing cutting as an absurd action and he told me that he feels pleasure in doing that, and that he does it for subjective reasons.
He gave me his explanations.
I answered the comment, but I would like to use this example in order to explain you once more exactly what I mean when I say that self-mutilation is absurd, crazy, and totally insane - I really cannot describe it better - and you must stop doing that right now because you are a victim of the wild side of your brain.
This side is absurd and it is making you believe that bleeding and feeling pain gives you pleasure.
I have been attacked by many people on the internet and in my daily life, exactly because I say the truth as it is, without trying to make it look "nicer" so that you might accept it.
I'm not a hypocrite.
Of course I'm kind and I try to understand everyone, but I cannot present you something horrible as if it was "not so bad", as you may wish I would, so that you would feel better.
Cutting your own body? Bleeding? Do you like this image? Do you believe that this is something that could make anyone happy? Should we all cut our bodies everyday and live bleeding in the streets and doing everything in our lives bleeding, but feeling pleasure while we suffer this way? I could even tell you that all the military forces of the world use violence to keep a false peace without bombs in the countries that are not at war, but that this peace is based on the threat of the existence of powerful weapons and that they are as absurd as all the victims of self-abuse.
Wars are as absurd as self-mutilation and all political leaders that agree with wars, no matter what their reasons could be, are completely absurd, crazy, totally insane, and so are all the people that agree with their decisions.
Unfortunately, craziness prevails in the supposed "logic" of our absurd civilization, where poverty, the most unbearable suffering, is a reality for the biggest part of our population.
We live in the world of terrorism and despair.
We are afraid all the time, we don't trust anyone, we never open our doors, and we never open our hearts.
This is not my opinion, but a scientific truth.
A truth you can see and feel everyday.
If you cannot stop cutting right now, because this is not something that depends on your decision since you cannot control your behavior, go to a hospital and stay there for a while.
Then write down your dreams everyday, translate them with my dynamic method of dream translation, derived from Jung's complicated method of dream interpretation, and follow precisely the guidance of the unconscious mind that produces your dreams.
I'm constantly giving you lessons.
If you don't agree with me, this means that you don't agree with reality, because I'm not giving you my personal opinion about anything.
I used to be a literature writer when I was young, but after discovering the wild side for the human conscience that provokes craziness to the human side, I became a psychologist, a psychiatrist, a nurse, a nun, a sister for everyone, a hero, and a victim, but I'm always grateful because I was saved from schizophrenia and I'm not a murderer.
I really didn't want to have to care about craziness and despair in my life.
I only wanted to write beautiful poems full of wisdom that would make everyone feel superior only by reading them...
I was more than sure that this was my destiny, because I have a great literary talent...
However, I started changing my mind when I understood how absurd I was and I accepted to pass through a process of psychotherapy that would eliminate my poisonous ego.
This is why today I can precisely show you what is absurd and what is good.
Don't think that I'm so wise though, because the real teacher is the unconscious mind that produces our dreams and tries to save us from all the horrors of our absurdity, teaching us how to forgive our enemies and love peace, happiness, generosity, sincerity, wisdom, beauty, art, spirituality, love itself, life, and everything else that brings us what is good and makes us happy.
He said that he felt offended because in my article I was describing cutting as an absurd action and he told me that he feels pleasure in doing that, and that he does it for subjective reasons.
He gave me his explanations.
I answered the comment, but I would like to use this example in order to explain you once more exactly what I mean when I say that self-mutilation is absurd, crazy, and totally insane - I really cannot describe it better - and you must stop doing that right now because you are a victim of the wild side of your brain.
This side is absurd and it is making you believe that bleeding and feeling pain gives you pleasure.
I have been attacked by many people on the internet and in my daily life, exactly because I say the truth as it is, without trying to make it look "nicer" so that you might accept it.
I'm not a hypocrite.
Of course I'm kind and I try to understand everyone, but I cannot present you something horrible as if it was "not so bad", as you may wish I would, so that you would feel better.
Cutting your own body? Bleeding? Do you like this image? Do you believe that this is something that could make anyone happy? Should we all cut our bodies everyday and live bleeding in the streets and doing everything in our lives bleeding, but feeling pleasure while we suffer this way? I could even tell you that all the military forces of the world use violence to keep a false peace without bombs in the countries that are not at war, but that this peace is based on the threat of the existence of powerful weapons and that they are as absurd as all the victims of self-abuse.
Wars are as absurd as self-mutilation and all political leaders that agree with wars, no matter what their reasons could be, are completely absurd, crazy, totally insane, and so are all the people that agree with their decisions.
Unfortunately, craziness prevails in the supposed "logic" of our absurd civilization, where poverty, the most unbearable suffering, is a reality for the biggest part of our population.
We live in the world of terrorism and despair.
We are afraid all the time, we don't trust anyone, we never open our doors, and we never open our hearts.
This is not my opinion, but a scientific truth.
A truth you can see and feel everyday.
If you cannot stop cutting right now, because this is not something that depends on your decision since you cannot control your behavior, go to a hospital and stay there for a while.
Then write down your dreams everyday, translate them with my dynamic method of dream translation, derived from Jung's complicated method of dream interpretation, and follow precisely the guidance of the unconscious mind that produces your dreams.
I'm constantly giving you lessons.
If you don't agree with me, this means that you don't agree with reality, because I'm not giving you my personal opinion about anything.
I used to be a literature writer when I was young, but after discovering the wild side for the human conscience that provokes craziness to the human side, I became a psychologist, a psychiatrist, a nurse, a nun, a sister for everyone, a hero, and a victim, but I'm always grateful because I was saved from schizophrenia and I'm not a murderer.
I really didn't want to have to care about craziness and despair in my life.
I only wanted to write beautiful poems full of wisdom that would make everyone feel superior only by reading them...
I was more than sure that this was my destiny, because I have a great literary talent...
However, I started changing my mind when I understood how absurd I was and I accepted to pass through a process of psychotherapy that would eliminate my poisonous ego.
This is why today I can precisely show you what is absurd and what is good.
Don't think that I'm so wise though, because the real teacher is the unconscious mind that produces our dreams and tries to save us from all the horrors of our absurdity, teaching us how to forgive our enemies and love peace, happiness, generosity, sincerity, wisdom, beauty, art, spirituality, love itself, life, and everything else that brings us what is good and makes us happy.