Do you know your patterns in relationships? We all have them.
We have patterns for everything.
It is a very basic human trait.
In the book, The Slight Edge, Leo Weidner calls these patterns mental models.
He describes them as "the brain's habit-building process.
" Weidner writes, "This amazing built-in process takes everything you experience and stores it, as a part of a specific mental model.
Each time you go to do something you have done before, the brain calls up this mental model.
" Take for example a task like driving a car.
When you get in a car, your brain immediately searches out its data banks to find the mental model that can accomplish this task in the most efficient way possible.
Same holds true for how we experience other things in life, such as relationships.
We do it the way we previously did it because it is the brain's way of being efficient.
Even if you change the person you are in relationship with, we often still activate that habit-building process.
These habits or patterns are inevitable, unless we bring a conscious awareness to them and take deliberate actions to change them.
(Of course, that is if you want to change them.
) My pattern in relationships involves two distinctly different types of men.
The first pattern is with the type of man I labeled, Catnip and Kryptonite.
The other pattern is with the type I dubbed, Devoted and Detached.
Catnip and Kryptonite Man He can best be described as woman-magnet.
He is attractive, charming and a big talker.
In his company, I feel intoxicated, especially when he is lavishing attention on me.
A gifted orator, he does not hold back on verbal praise.
He also has and an amazing intensity to his gaze that can easily weaken me.
This man has the ability to have this earth-grounded, female bull (Taurus) floating on ether! He often has some major money issues; despite the outward appearance, otherwise.
Willing to overlook his shortcomings in the financial area, the relationship usually ends because of his infidelity.
Inside, I collapse.
Outside, I am cool and calculating, as I plot my withdrawal.
My exit is usually swift, blinding and hurtful.
He never sees the fast, sucker-punch to the jaw coming.
By the time he realize it, I am GONE.
Devoted and Detached He possesses a quiet demeanor (especially in unfamiliar environments), average looking, stable, dependable, and financially secure.
He usually catches my eye because he is so incredibly decent: a good-guy.
Since usually, I am coming out of a relationship with Catnip/Kryptonite, this new kind of man is a breath of fresh air.
He is very predictable to the point of being boring.
You can set your watch by him.
He does the same things, the same way and sees no reason to change it.
I feel safe with him.
What I do not feel is that we "get" each other.
He thinks I am too eccentric and I think he is disconnected from his heart.
The relationship with this man usually ends because we feel like strangers to one another, which usually translates for both of us as, "I must not truly love you.
"The end is very hospitable: polite even.
My patterns are clear.
My mental model in my journey in relationships is much like driving:I have taken the same road time and time again.
When there is an accident on that familiar road (Catnip/Kryptonite), I take a quickest detour (Devoted/Detached) that I know.
It is time to take a new road to my destination.
So I wonder if there is a THIRD type of man I could attract that would render a more favorable result.
Someone who feeds my heart's need for excitement AND my mind's need for security.
This new man is someone who I can feel loved by and safe with.
Oh, what shall I call him?
We have patterns for everything.
It is a very basic human trait.
In the book, The Slight Edge, Leo Weidner calls these patterns mental models.
He describes them as "the brain's habit-building process.
" Weidner writes, "This amazing built-in process takes everything you experience and stores it, as a part of a specific mental model.
Each time you go to do something you have done before, the brain calls up this mental model.
" Take for example a task like driving a car.
When you get in a car, your brain immediately searches out its data banks to find the mental model that can accomplish this task in the most efficient way possible.
Same holds true for how we experience other things in life, such as relationships.
We do it the way we previously did it because it is the brain's way of being efficient.
Even if you change the person you are in relationship with, we often still activate that habit-building process.
These habits or patterns are inevitable, unless we bring a conscious awareness to them and take deliberate actions to change them.
(Of course, that is if you want to change them.
) My pattern in relationships involves two distinctly different types of men.
The first pattern is with the type of man I labeled, Catnip and Kryptonite.
The other pattern is with the type I dubbed, Devoted and Detached.
Catnip and Kryptonite Man He can best be described as woman-magnet.
He is attractive, charming and a big talker.
In his company, I feel intoxicated, especially when he is lavishing attention on me.
A gifted orator, he does not hold back on verbal praise.
He also has and an amazing intensity to his gaze that can easily weaken me.
This man has the ability to have this earth-grounded, female bull (Taurus) floating on ether! He often has some major money issues; despite the outward appearance, otherwise.
Willing to overlook his shortcomings in the financial area, the relationship usually ends because of his infidelity.
Inside, I collapse.
Outside, I am cool and calculating, as I plot my withdrawal.
My exit is usually swift, blinding and hurtful.
He never sees the fast, sucker-punch to the jaw coming.
By the time he realize it, I am GONE.
Devoted and Detached He possesses a quiet demeanor (especially in unfamiliar environments), average looking, stable, dependable, and financially secure.
He usually catches my eye because he is so incredibly decent: a good-guy.
Since usually, I am coming out of a relationship with Catnip/Kryptonite, this new kind of man is a breath of fresh air.
He is very predictable to the point of being boring.
You can set your watch by him.
He does the same things, the same way and sees no reason to change it.
I feel safe with him.
What I do not feel is that we "get" each other.
He thinks I am too eccentric and I think he is disconnected from his heart.
The relationship with this man usually ends because we feel like strangers to one another, which usually translates for both of us as, "I must not truly love you.
"The end is very hospitable: polite even.
My patterns are clear.
My mental model in my journey in relationships is much like driving:I have taken the same road time and time again.
When there is an accident on that familiar road (Catnip/Kryptonite), I take a quickest detour (Devoted/Detached) that I know.
It is time to take a new road to my destination.
So I wonder if there is a THIRD type of man I could attract that would render a more favorable result.
Someone who feeds my heart's need for excitement AND my mind's need for security.
This new man is someone who I can feel loved by and safe with.
Oh, what shall I call him?